U takaja situacija. Ja ne mogu zanimatsa analnim seksom, da i minnet ja delat ne mogu, sama ponimaju, chto eto ne normalno, esli cheloveka lubish, to eto ne dolzno vizivat neprijatnix oshushenii, no mne ne po sebe, mne protivno. Moi molodoi chelovek ranshe ponimal mena, a teper nachinaet po- nemnogu nastaivat na takix razvlechenijax. Ego bivshaja podruga vse eto lubila, on privik. Ja, ne xochu dumat o ploxom, no mne kazetsa emu eto skoro nadoest i on nachnet izmenat ili voobshe uidet. No kak pereuchit seba? Tochno znaju, esli ja nachnu vse delat protiv svoei voli, to ja voznenavizu.
If you are not ready for this do not force yourself, it has to be natural.
If you will not please him the way he wants one day he will leave you, that is for sure. I suggest you to watch porno movies and try position 69, maybe it will help you.